[Military AU part 3] [Part 1 is on Otabek's account @dj_otabekaltin and part 2 on mine, go ahead and read those first]
At the funeral, Yuri couldn't stop himself from crying... Generals, commanders, friends of Otabek were gathered around the open coffin where the lifeless body was laying, so peaceful, so clean and serene, he looked like he was just sleeping. Everyone seemed devastated, but none could feel the grief of the blond. None of them knew Otabek the way he knew him... So saying that they understand would be pointless. The Russian's face was blank, but tears were continuously running down his face, not stopping for one brief moment as he glanced upon the lifeless body. Of course, everyone was waiting for the blond's speech at the memorial. He took a deep breath, starting to talk in a shaky voice. "God rest in peace this beautiful soul... He loved me more than I was able to love myself... He taught my heart to love, he showed me the meaning of tenderness, the meaning of care, of fondness, love..." He said, his voice shaking more and more. "Needless to say, I will never be able to love anyone else again the way I loved this man... God have mercy on his soul, for breaking his promise of coming home safe... And God have mercy on me, as well... You took everything from me, please at least try and take it easy on my heart... Although I can't say I still have a heart anymore... Since this commander took it away along with him and broke it through his death..." He placed a soft kiss over the cold forehead, whispering "Rest in peace, Commander...". He parted, swallowing hard as the coffin closed and the people from the graveyard starting throwing dirt over it. At the scene, the blond broke down. He jumped after the coffin, breaking down into a hysterical crying, yelling through hiccups and sobs "No, please, no! Don't leave me alone! Take me with you, please! Please, Otabek, don't do this to me, please! Take me with you!" Everyone was heartbroken at the scene, two generals holding his arms and taking him away from the coffin. "No, let me go! Beka take me with you!" He yelled, dropping to his knees as the love of his life was buried, helpless and heartbroken.