I can't believe it's been a year since you left us. I still think about you everyday, I still get tears every time, even as I write this. I keep trying to be more like you and look on the bright side of everything that happens. The text is the last thing you said to me and it's a thread I can't and won't ever delete. I miss you terribly and so does everyone else who's heart you touched. I wish I could just talk to you and tell you about how much has changed and all the tough struggles you CONTINUE to help me through. I KNOW you'd be happy with how far I've come in my life. I wish I could tell you how right you were about things. I promise you that today I will try to not be too sad and celebrate you instead of morn. I still have one of the pacifiers you gave to August. I wish he had the gift you told about when we talked a few days before. Today I am thankful that I was lucky enough to know you and be your friend. I still brag to people about you're 455lb bench and 11 plates each side leg press. I'm about to go get lost in the gym and think of you for as long as my body can handle. It seems stupid but that's where I feel closest to you since you started me there. "Time to get big braaaaaaa" I love you buddy. REST IN POWER TIM.