I literally forgot the fact, that my parents were the newbie to start to work as “parents” like they were someone’s children before they had me and start to raise me. Like there weren’t any classes or any virtual reality classes to really experience and get skilled on parenting a child. My parents weren’t perfect but when I think about it now... my parents were afraid and nervous just like me going to my first day of great school, they were weak like me. I’m literally understanding these kind of things nowadays... I hope you too.