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Ryan James  I feed you gold and you shit me bronze

This is from yesterday but so far anime Iowa is ok, I'm just meeting people and hanging out so it makes it better. I'm also on acid rn so party.
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#animeiowa #ai #convention #anime #animeconvention #cinderella #dress #ballgown #disney #costume #cosplay #cute #beautiful #aesthetic #alternative

Friend used Figi water as an ash tray.

This is me in my friends bathroom that makes me uncomfortable cause I have to stare at myself while I shit also ranting below.
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God idk what's wrong with me I'm just so depressed and I only really want to be around like 2 ppl cause they make me genuinely happy and all the plans I've made seem so draining, like I just dread going places now. I'm just so tired of everything and want to move somewhere else. A bigger city with noise and a lot of people where I can blend in. Even playing video games doesn't sound fun anymore. I just feel awful about how I look, how I act, what I sound like. I'm so nervous about everything that makes me overthink and care about everything but I'm also so depressed that makes me not give a shit about anything. I want to be fixed so bad

I'm really starting to freak out that I won't get my stuff done for Cinderella in time. And now there's too much shit going on at once that I have to take care of and I'm so close to just saying fuck it and throw everything away. .
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#craft #sequins #pretty #cinderella #animeiowa #rant

My bad, ranting below.
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I feel like the reason I'm so obsessed with princess's and cosplaying them is because I've never looked "beautiful" so to speak. Not in the traditional way, or at least the way I want to. I wanted to be good at makeup so I could change the way I look and make myself different. I tried to say "oh I love myself in and out of makeup" and "I love my body" but that's not the case. I feel awful about my look and that makes me never want to be seen. This is also hypothetical cause I'm literally posting a selfie on the internet right now while saying I don't want to be seen. I have so many friends that are so beautiful and attractive and have amazing bodies despite what they say. I want to look like them. I want to be skinny, I want to have long hair, I want to not feel so shitty about everything, even my feet and my hands and my nose and my shoulders. I don't like anything on me. I feel bad when I have to go out and my friends always look so amazing even when they don't think so. I want to feel like a normal person who doesn't have so much fat and has normal hips and healthy long hair. I just want to be pretty. I want to be a princess, ya know.
#makeup #eyebrows #eyeliner #eyelashes #lipstick #nyx #wetnwild #piercings #septum #blonde #hair #white #shirt #aesthetic #alternative

Meet Molly, the calmest golden retriever you'll ever see. She's 8 weeks and 5 days old. Expect nothing but pictures of her for the rest of my life. .
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#puppy #newpuppy #dog #newdog #goldenretriever #goldenretrieverpuppy #baby #gold #molly #perfect #cute #peace #love #aesthetic #a#alternative #puppylove #puppydog

i bought this really cute shirt today and im just super excited about it.
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#clothes #shirt #cute #fashion #black #shorts #torrid #plussizefashion #selfie #alternative #aesthetic

did some shitty drag makeup at like 5 am while my friend drank. took some inspiration from @katya_zamo and @pearliaison didnt look like either of them but its the thought that counts.
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#drag #dragrace #dragmakeup #colorful #rupaulsdragrace #rpdr #william #pearl #blonde #wig #dragqueen #eyebrows #eyeliner #glitter #lipstick #purple #aesthetic #alternative

cosplay update! 2B was a little long, so i hemmed it and make it much shorter. the slit is kinda wide but i can work with it. no great pics yet since i lost my boots at acen!!! i only have one, so its very depressing. new pics to come within the month. .
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#nier #nierautomata #2B #2bcosplay #cosplay #costume #velvet #lace #dress #videogame #game #convention #cosplayprogress #sewing #alternative #aesthetic

This is the final boss you have yet to unlock. (Im holding an inflatable pool)

It's your uber, I'm outside

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