I feel like i can’t take it anymore really can’t. Can’t i just be fucking dead or something. My feeling is so enormous like it gonna blow me away. My stupid brain. Stop giving that shit feeling to me. It’s been 4 straight days and i feel like hell. I hate me. Stupid me living in her stupidity mind.
It’s like when i got my toeic score and it was just 100 score less than the actual full score. I felt pround for myself for like 3 secs. And then i kept thinking why i can’t make it up too 900 why i just got only a 890 where the heck is that 10 ?????? Why im still this stupid and can’t do anything right just for once