I miss you and having to deal with your crazy ideas. I miss your advice and phone calls. I miss spending every day with you. I miss everything that our friendship was. 4 years without someone so important hurts - it hurts a lot. Time passes and it always will but it still doesn't feel right not having you here. I'll never understand how someone so kind, caring, supportive and smart was taken so young. I think of you every day and I'm doing the best I can possibly do to be kind, and happy and grateful and smart and loving. It's hard without you here and I think that's something I'm still trying to learn to cope with. I do so many things with you in mind - we wanted to travel the world together and Ill always take you with me everywhere I go. My heart is full with the memories we made together and you will forever hold a part of it. I love you endlessly and miss you constantly. You'll forever be my best friend lace.