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Holly  Mama to Leo 👪 Adventures & movement 🌄 Military wife 💑 holly.inthewild@gmail.com

Sometimes life hits you hard. All at once.
My husband’s car, motorcycle, and truck (yes he has 3 vehicles and I don’t understand it) all stopped working at the beginning of June.
3 days later my car stopped working.
1 weeks later my husband deployed overseas (for 9 months)
2 days later a massive hail storm damaged pretty much every car in the area (including ours)
6 days later we found out that one of the twins I was pregnant with had no heartbeat.
5 days later we lost the other twin as well.
I’ve lost track of time in my pain and grief, but I’m so thankful for this little boy right here. Leo has given me a reason to keep getting up and functioning every day. He still needs me so I can’t just collapse into the misery like I did last time. Slowly, one day at a time, I’m learning to breath and smile and laugh through the heartbreak. While holding on to what I do have extra tight. I love you more than anything ever, my sweet baby boy. #lifeafterloss #miscarriage #pregnancyloss #twinmiscarriage #angelbabies #babynumber3 #babynumber4 #illholdyouinmyheart #grief #pain #loss #imissyou #militarywife #deploymentsucks #wishyouwerehere #illloveyouforever #mybabyyoullbe #aboyandhisdog #boymom #myreasontosmile #thereishope #depression #heartbroken #onestepatatime #onedayatatime

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