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Hazzle Joy🌷  πŸ’›πŸ’šβ€οΈ #HJWisdom | "Sometimes the most important thing in a whole day is the rest we take between two deep breaths." - Etty Hillesum | πŸ’Œ@wordstopaint

#FirstImpression video is now live! What do I rate the new #carlsjr #beyondfamousstarburger ? πŸ€” head over to my youtube @hazzlejoy | Link in bio #hazzlejoytv

Truth is, I need to invest in a lint remover πŸ˜… | Anyways #freshcutpost πŸ˜ΈπŸ’‡πŸ½β€β™€οΈ And a new metallic lippie 😻

This is us laughing at all the followers I lose every time I post a picture with this guy. LOL JK. πŸ˜‚ 10 years in 2 months though?! Holy kapow, he must be out of his damn mind to put up with me for that long. πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚ #mabolmay

Hello 2019. #mabolmay | πŸ“Έ: @michaelcruz.studio

Goodbye 2018. #mabolmay πŸ“Έ: @michaelcruz.studio

Rest In Peace Tito James. You will be missed. πŸ™

These β€œtop 9” liked pics are more than a recap of 2018. 2018 was the most painful year for me as for discovering self love’s true meaning. I’ve had the deepest spiritual lessons and am extremely proud of how far I’ve come. Top 2nd middle pic was when I turned 30. I felt grateful and blessed beyond measure. Days after, I admitted myself into the ER because I felt suicidal. I say this not to glorify depression, but to acknowledge the fact that even though social media gives you the impression of the β€œmost-put-together-person,” it is just that, an illusion - or rather a collection of curated moments that we choose to share with others, most being successes and accomplishments. I say this to continue one of my true purposes, which is to be honest. I battle a chronic illness called PMDD (premenstrual dysphoric disorder) and I identified it a couple yrs ago and was officially diagnosed this year. Over the yrs, there have been many unexplained loss of friendships, loss of communication, loss of wtvr. It all made sense when I realized I was fighting something I could not control and it debilitated me on levels you wouldn’t believe. I had to step back mid 2018 to focus on my health and surround myself with God and the people who I know will Love me unconditionally. Friends, family: I am sorry for being distant or being a flake, being too β€œdramatic”, etc., but know that if I know you personally, you’ll always have a place in my heart and for as long as I am alive I hope to continue sharing that love for you no matter how little or much we talk or see each other. As I reflect on all the waves I’ve had this yr and in the past yrs, I pray that I only continue to strengthen my relationship with God and to be his messenger. God’s Plans for me are far greater than any of my hardships and I Trust that you too will learn how to move fwd in His grace. Because if it weren’t for Him, I would not be here typing this. Have a blessed 2019 and thank you for your never ending support. I will continue to fight this battle for as long as God needs me too. πŸ’• I love you all and special thank you to my tops. Yall know who you are. #hjwisdom

Friendsmas with my high school buddies. πŸŽ„πŸŽβ€οΈπŸ’š #reunited

Family Christmas PJ Party 2018! πŸ’šβ€οΈπŸŽ„πŸ€ΆπŸŽ…πŸŽ

Walkin’ into 2019 like.. #mabolmay

Sibling love. πŸ’•

Cousins πŸ’•πŸ’•

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