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My Lifestyle! Not An Aesthetic  πŸ‘ΈπŸ»PROBLEMATIKβ„’πŸ‘ΈπŸ» πŸ’‹HOEπŸ•·DOMME😈 πŸŽ₯PORN PRODUCER & CREATOR🎞 πŸ‘»SNAP; @problematik.1 πŸ”žTWITTER; @h00kerpr0blemz πŸ”ž πŸ“‘Tumblr& youtube @hookerproblemz

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πŸ‘½ FetCon has been so amazing! πŸ’š

πŸ˜ˆβ›“so excited to be at FetCon working my ass off all weekend!! If anyone wants to come to an informal meet up/hang out tomorrow, DM me or email for details!! β›“πŸ˜ˆ

πŸ’–IT'S IMPORTANT TO KNOW YOUR BOUNDARIES, LIMITS AND WHAT YOU ARE CAPABLE OF! Growing up I never learned how to have healthy confrontation or in person confrontation. If anyone in my family had an argument we would just pretend it never happened and would never speak about it again. When I got older I could never speak up for myself in person and was told texting or emailing someone was 'weak'. So, I stayed quiet and let people bully me, manipulate me or take advantage of me. Through years of therapy and self awareness- I've learned that just because I don't have the courage to confront someone in person (for fear of giving in or backing down to their demands) does not mean I should stay silent, not speak my mind or stand up for myself! It's ok to take baby steps! It's ok to have anxiety! It's ok to know and accept what you are capable of! Because when you stand up for yourself; you're helping yourself overcome that anxiety! The past few years I have moved around the world so much, worked non stop and never gave up on making my dreams & visions a reality! Unfortunately, that has lead to not having many friends that are physically with me or near me all the time. I have so many incredible friends all around the world- but none close by to me that I feel I could call and have a sleepover with or run over and confide in. I get lonely. So lonely that I let the wrong people into my life. People with aggressive and dominating personalities who I have trouble standing up to. People who take advantage of me. People who take and take and take from me. // I know a lot of you probably can relate to this; which is why I want you to know- you are not alone! As confident as I may appear, I struggle to stand up for myself! But from now on I refuse to bullied, used or manipulated! If you ever feel alone; just know you can reach out to me! Whether through email or DM! Sometimes I take a few days to answer; but I DO ALWAYS answer! YOU ARE NOT ALONE! I AM NOT ALONE! (Even though I feel that way often). And remember, if we can't stand up for ourselves then we let the wrong people in! Your love & support means everything! I love you all so much! πŸ’–

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πŸ‘©β€β€οΈβ€πŸ’‹β€πŸ‘© πŸ’™already missing my girl @__missbliss__ so much! I'll never forget the first time we met! I was modeling and walking for @officialmeat at @torturegardenofficial and I had never done anything like that before so I was SO nervous! 😬There were so many incredibly beautiful and talented models & performers everywhere I looked backstage, so I felt super intimated and self conscious! πŸ’™And then I saw @__missbliss__ getting ready to perform and she was so fucking STUNNING and I was really drawn to her! So, I went right up to her and told her how gorgeous she was and we instantly clicked and bonded!πŸ’™That was over 2 years ago I think! Today she is one of my closest friends and someone who constantly inspires me! She's the best Fetish performer I've ever met and she's been there for me throughout all the good and bad times! For years I struggled to have close friends because I've had people either take advantage of me, rob me or use me- so I have a lot of trust issues now. @__missbliss__ is not only one of my best friends; but she's also a fellow sex worker who completely gets me and the lifestyle we both live 24/7! We also both travel so much that we get to meet up in different countries and hug & kiss the shit out of each other! Truly blessed to have her in my life! πŸ’™πŸ‘©β€β€οΈβ€πŸ’‹β€πŸ‘©

πŸ‡ΊπŸ‡Έ back home and ready to make new content, host more meet ups, travel everywhere and be savage as fuck πŸ‡ΊπŸ‡Έ

πŸ₯€ Today I buried half of my Mothers ashes in Bretagne, France with her family. Of course I cried, but it also brought me closure; knowing she is here buried with her mother and in peace! Thank you so much for all your kind words, sharing your own personal stories of losing a parent and all the love and positivity that I can literally feel radiating when I read all the beautiful and loving comments! I love you all! You have all given me so much strength! πŸ₯€

πŸ’žwhen I really take a moment to think about how far I've come in my life- it's almost surreal and overwhelming! I remember being an addict and everyone would give me that cheesy "I promise you- that when you get clean you will have a life beyond your wildest dreams!"and sure enough they were right! Never in a million years would I think I would be sober, traveling the world, have a job I love and own my own company! So now let me be the cheesy one; ✨ sometimes life can seem so dark and hopeless. You struggle to even see the point in getting clean, because what the fuck would you even do with your life?! I learned by keeping busy, surrounding myself with the right people and constantly manifesting the life I wanted and felt I deserved; lead to one day realizing that it had happened! It had happened slowly and gradually that I didn't even notice it was happening!✨ My mom passed away a year ago today- and I am so grateful she got to see me for me, no longer the the addiction in me- but ME! For years I put her through hell and I only wish I could have given her years of being spoiled and pampered! She accepted me for who I was and respected me and my line of work! πŸ’ž life is a precious- so tell your family you love them more, tell yourself you love yourself more and never ever EVER give up! πŸ’ž

πŸ“·; @p_ussyarchy taken at the mini Paris meet up the other day! πŸŽ†

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