I usually don't do this kind of sappy stuff where it seems like I'm looking for attention or something. But this time it's all different. I'm used to doing things strictly my way and thinking "my shit don't stink" and I've been stuck in this erroneous mentality for far too long. I've been making life difficult for you babe for a while and I've been holding onto this messed up selfish, arrogant perspective on things, which I've taken out on you. I've definitely taken you for granted (even in such a short time of being together) and I've said and done things that boyfriends just shouldn't do. I need to remember memories like this one above and I need to hold onto what really matters which is: I have a girl who truly does care about me and wants to be with me. Most importantly I need to go back to valuing you the way I did in the beginning and the way you deserve.