Today I guess is the 1 year anniversary of when I got a phone call to go to the doctor's office, and hear him how my life was gonna change. I remember days prior to the day talking to my best friend and I remember telling her "Something wrong if the doctor wants you to show up to his office for your results". I remember going to the office thinking about looking for a job, getting some diapers, my birthday shit like that and when the doctor call for me to go in his office with a serious face I knew it wasn't good. I was trying to make light of the situation but he looked like he didn't want to tell me. I remember he looked at me dead in my eyes and him saying "You have Ramadan Sarcoma, it's a form of a cancerous tumor." I looked at him like can you repeat and he said "You have cancer.". And the first thing that popped in my head was I'm gonna lose my hair. And possibly die. And if I did give up and die I knew Travis would never forgive me. So I took a couple of days trying to collect me thoughts to mentally prepare myself for the process of treatment and I'm not gonna lie it changed me to my soul. And I'm very for it to be honest. And I haven't had treatment in over 4 months #cancerfree , my health is getting a lot better, I can walk with out no help, hold my son without feeling tired and eat the foods I want! Me beating this thing feels like winning a Grammy, an Oscar and Tony all in one night! And I haven't been this grateful since I gave birth.
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