Dear Future self,
You are never content with my efforts. Hardly do I sleep, hardly do I ever stop reading. There are people whose future is what I am today yet They are happy and party every weekend . No matter what I do, you make me feel a failure. You keep telling me that what I am today is rubbish. I appreciate your push but I just want you to know that I get tired sometimes. Girlfriend self I don't have. Don't you think that me not having a girlfriend now so that you could have more in the future is pure selfishness?