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Kiaya Nicholas Bender  πŸ’‰ 5/26/2016 Freedom came when I put down the masks and started fearlessly following my heart. πŸ’11/1/2015 HW:274 CW:240

His name is mustachio! He shall be shaved off on Friday which is my 1 year on T!

Little bit of a knee problem but killed #legday anyway. Lowering the weight uping the reps seemed to work pretty well. Ordered some knee sleeves today too in hopes that they will protect my knee from further injury.

I don't hate her, I'll never hate her. She's standing behind me pushing me forward and encouraging me to experience life through his eyes. She protected me for so many years until I was strong enough to step out into the sun and risk getting burned. I could never hate her, she's the reason I exist. Today I'm grateful for my past. I'm grateful for all the negative emotions. I'm grateful that I never succeeded in ending my life. She saved him and for that... I can never hate her.

The difference in these pictures is 35lbs over the course of 5 months, but that's not all that is different. It hasn't been losing weight that's made me happy, being happy has helped me lose weight.

Dinner and a play with this hottie! πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚

Starting to see those baby tri's poking out! πŸ’ͺπŸ’ͺ

Chest and Tri's followed by #hiitcardio #chestdaybestday

Love me a #freshfade

Killed today's burpee burnouts. Felt awesome to have a good workout again! πŸ’ͺπŸ’ͺπŸ’ͺ

Little flashback Friday. I can't sleep and these are my thoughts. The truth is, when I see this picture I feel sad. As if this was the last few moments before female puberty and then I lost something. I wouldn't change who I am or the things I've experienced that have shapped me. So, though I mourn the loss of my boyhood, I'm grateful to see through my eyes.

Say whaaaat? πŸ’ͺπŸ’ͺπŸ’ͺ

About to just shave it all off again lol #done

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