6 kilos heavier than 2015. I've had to start requesting brands send me a size 10 rather than the 8. Yesterday I wedged myself into an old leather skirt which I then had to cut off to get out of. It was even harder because I was laughing so much. Because yes I've gained weight. The world tells me I should be small, small-limbed, small-boned, but I'm not and nor do I want to be. I want to be big and then, even bigger. And if that means a larger number on the scales or an awkward dress or two along the way, so be it. So yes, I was once 54 kilos. Now I'm 60 kilos and I'm happy, happier than I've ever been. How much you weigh or how a dress looks means absolutely nothing and you need to remember that, please! It's the power within you that counts.