As I sit and attempt to process this entire happening, it just seems extremely surreal. Like I am in a dreamlike state, and I will wake up and find out none of this happened.
My sister. My sister. The woman with the bright vibrant smile and big, beautiful eyes. You have been there for me throughout my emotional rollercoasters, assisted me in looking into how we as people form relationships with each other in a different light and took the time to comprehend taking chances in life not many people would...those chances being accepting the differences of others.
You gave so much of yourself without condescending judgment, and never one to give advice to me without inquiring if I wanted it first (which helped me out a great deal). So proud, yet so modest when it came to what she did best.
Aside from being one of my best friends, you were my deejay/event partner. I have seen you grow and develop from having a short stack of vinyl to a whole room full, and your skill level and musical knowledge is beyond incredible (even if you questioned that). Let's not forget about your dance skills as well!!I have seen you tirelessly put events together, while balancing it with parenthood and a job, and doing a damn great job at it!!! I am having a difficult time allowing you not physically being here to resonate.
As the days travel on, so may you. You are now with our ancestors, and they are taking care of you, as you will do with us. "Will you still deejay" she asked me with concern while knowing my proverbial disdain for the back and forth playground circus of the deejay field. "I don't know" I say. "Don't let the game pass you by" was one of the last things she said to me. The last official thing she said to me was "I love you too"... I somehow have to find the strength to put needle to vinyl for my sistren.
She transcended on the beginning of the 9th astrological month. She was born into a new celestial light. May she shine upon all of us who love her.
I love you Mumma Lioness...Geneva Spice... Sigh...breathe. Namaste.