It is so insane to keep everything
Into your heart in silence
In order to dont hurt
Who you love most?
A princess, one day,
Took a long travel (and i only understand now how long it was....nobody wanted me nearby...hours of movies....in polish without subtitles...an old man fells asleep on my shoulder...a long stop on czech...it was deep night...and after that from łodz to torun polskibus...sleeping on Fort Iv and moving under the everchanging weather under the princess castle...i passed a bridge with an highway under it, a long straight road...and after that a big green area on the right side, a green grass field with a sign probably Made by childs about keep the area clean if you bring your dog. A small building with some shops on the right, a sort of mechanic...and a little road with a lot of little shops like a small market.i Watched a lot the green area behind the princess castle...with a sort of childs playground and toys...and after that i just sit on a bench out of her castle maindoor )
It is so insane keep it inside and dream?
I wish her a wonderful day every single day.
...i dont mind i can stand everything And fight
And keep fighting to hold what i love inside of me
Where nothing can touch or hurt it.
Because events, people and time also too
Can't stop this.
I'm so sorry to acted like a child full of fear
And hurted you
I just want to say it..
...and i dont feel Shame to write it there
Life is so fragile and nobody knows really where it goes. Everything can be risky.
So i just want to say her thanks and sorry and that i was there.