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Ashton  I need a break from the world. Im tired and right now, I like crocheting. Contact: FashionMeCurvy@gmail.com 🌸Crochet Gram:🌸 @cozybeeofficial

A picture of me. Continuing to be surprised by how many people have followed me in my journey with my illnesses and my body to see that about several hundred people have left me because I lost weight to fix my liver or I’d die.
Those of you that have stayed I am so glad you understand. I’m so glad you love me. I love you too and I still love the ones who left. It’s ok because I don’t value myself on the amount of followers I have. Or the amount of praises I get. I don’t make fake campaigns and post secret images of myself for money. I was never in this for fame. I was in this to learn to love myself from the many years of abuse and bullying I suffered. The mental torture of wondering why I was never enough or trying to figure out why I was always the one getting sick in our family. I understand its because I am strong enough. I understand some of you may think you’re hurting me leaving me over choosing to live or the hurtful messages I have received. But understand this. I want to live. I want to thrive and I’ve been through a lot worse than you could imagine doing to me besides pressing an unfollow button. .
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Sorry if my pictures seemed deceiving that I don’t still have a belly. If I have offended you in anyway please know I am not sorry. You need to understand and I shouldn’t even have to explain this to fellow “BOPO” women. My mental health is in the drain and I suffer alone. These past few posts are the only real time I have ever really opened up to you about it. I’m explaining this to you so that you understand. I would rather live than die. I would rather lose weight and save my liver than worry about whither you like me not. I would rather be myself and trust in myself and how I feel than rely on your comments on my posts. We as women already have it so hard in this world and us feminists know this. We see it everyday. We face it everyday. So why come home and hate on each other? When I was fatter I was bullied relentlessly on social media. I had death threats. I had people telling me to kill myself. I had people saying I was going to die in a few years on a hospital bed. Little did they know I will probably die on a hospital bed because of my Pulmonary Arterial Hypertension. Now I’m getting hurtful comments because I’m a size 14/16 and too “thin” for the Plus Size community? A size 12 in the USA is still Plus Size ladies and gentlemen ?!? Whither you like it or not. I just don’t understand ladies? Do you see the problem here? We’re never enough for people. We’re either too fat and deemed sickening to society or we’re to thin to belong to a group of individuals that society, yes, society still says is Plus Size. Understand this clearly. What I decide to do with “MY” body is “MY” choice. “MY” right. “ME” “MINE” “MY”! What hashtag I feel I still represent I will use it. Don’t come at me with hate. This is a safe place with good vibes. The next time it happens you will be blocked. End of story.
Support each other. Love each other. Be kind. Stop being jealous, petty and hurtful.
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PSA- please remember everyone’s bodies are for themselves and someone’s body isn’t meant to please you personally. 👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻
Yesterday I was honest with you. I was raw and I was so scared I was shaking to post what I did. I should have known I would have had more support than anticipated. I love you all. Here is my body at this point in time. Thank you all for your upper and beautiful words. You made my day. I will no longer be afraid. 💪🏻 By the way. I bought this shirt yesterday. It says “ Lettuce, the saddest food.” I don’t know why I got it. I just felt a calling and fell in love with it haha. I bought it at a book store called 2nd and Charles; it is a size medium in women’s and $19.00. .
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The truth is...
I’ve been scared. I’ve been tired. I’ve been facing mental struggles. I’ve been facing the fact that I’m hiding from you guys. Back in February I had a scary in counter with cancer. It wasn’t cancer, but I was about to lose my liver. Before that I had decided to lose weight for myself because I wasn’t comfortable in my own skin. I love myself and I love my body, but I wasn’t comfortable and I don’t know how to explain it even more than that. I was hitting 300 pounds and it wasn’t for me mentally. I suffer from severe depression and anxiety. It scares me sometimes. Back to what I was saying. In October 2017 I decided to make a change. I was a size 24 and today I am a size 14 at 194 pounds. I hope you all can understand my decision and respect it. Still love me for me and still understand I respect everyone’s choices and their bodies and I should get the same respect back in return. I love you all and I will start posting more again. Thank you for your time. .
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Sup...? Babes?
Put together this duo from @hm in their dressing room. Yes, another dressing room shot. Shorts are in a EUR size 42 and a USA size 12 and currently $10.00. The top is in a EUR size 44 and a size 14 in USA, I’m not sure how much the top costs.
Love me going to stores and modeling clothes for you guys to see on real bodies? Let me know and what stores I should do next. 😘
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Long Caption, Brace Yourself:
I am a person with a disability. Even though I look perfectly ‘normal’ and ‘fine’. I suffer every day. Walking up hills. Climbing stairs. Even getting out of bed some days. I have Pulmonary Arterial Hypertension Stage 2/3. I’ve had it for about five years now. My lungs and heart don’t work like they used to and no, there is no cure. The pills I take prolong my life, but, I’ve come to terms with the fact that I’ll never bare my own child or maybe even see myself at thirty. I’m not writing this post for sympathy. I’m writing it because I want you to see something. I want you to see that you can never judge a book by its cover. The pages inside could be ripped, folded and taped back together and the outside be a beautiful package. Never be afraid of who you are. Don’t live life with any regrets. Do your best in life and realize that someone’s mean comment or hard stare at you means nothing. What you do for your health either it be mental, invisible or in plain sight is nobodies business. Live your best life and know that your position on this earth is worthy. No matter how long or short your visit may be. .
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So many cars waited patiently that day as I crossed the street taking my images. Thank you kind people... I’m so slow at walking. 😩😩😩
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Also, these pants that I’m obsessed with are from @fashionnovacurve and the top/bathing suit/body suit is from @boohoo @boohoousa @boohooplus in a 2x or 3x (its falling off me now) and the pants are a 2x and I need to downsize to a 1x as well in the pants. 😘❤️😘

Hey peeps, I got a message for ya. Screw being scared to be sexy. Screw being afraid of being a fat person eating. Screw posting that image on social media. Because the inventors created this great invention called a block button and all I want to see in my life is positive vibes and vibrant souls. Can we get some “yasssss queennnn!” In the comment section?
Point of story. Eat what you want to eat. Stop being unhappy because unhappy people want to police your body. Just remember this. If I was a thin girl eating eating ice cream, no one would think twice. They would think a possible you go girl. But since I am size fatty their thinking, sheesh bitch eat a carrot. But you know what I say? Block. 🙌🏻👋🏻🙌🏻😘
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