estelle.bam estelle.bam

149 posts   12,818 followers   646 followings

☇THE POWER CHICK☇  . ᴍɪxᴇᴅ ᴄʜɪᴄᴋ 🇫🇷 / 🇬🇵 ɪɴ ᴍᴜɴɪᴄʜ 📍 . sɪʟʟʏ🙃sᴘᴏʀᴛʏ💪ᴘᴇʀᴠʏ🍆 . ᴍʏ ʟᴀsᴛ ᴠɪᴅ ʜᴇʀᴇ ⤵ ______________

Dégoût et Passion.
Si éloignés et pourtant de l'un à l'autre il n'y a qu'un pas.

Un feu. Un petit foyer. Qui soudain se transforme en brasier surdimensionné que nul ne peut éteindre. Il ravage tout sur son passage.
Et puis soudain il y a cette cassure. Cette désillusion vicieuse d'apparence infime et insignifiante.
Tandis que le brasier continue sa folle avancée dans toute sa fulgurance et sa superbe, la faille s'installe et fait tâche au tableau. 
Une fissure sur un mur blanc. Apposée là,  implacable, comme une signature sur son arrêt de mort, faisant acte de l'expiration imminente de cette offre pour le paradis. La preuve insoutenable que toute cette explosion prendra fin tôt ou tard. Le rappel cruel du caractère éphémère de toutes ces manifestations qui ont su faire vibrer à l'unisson le corps, l'âme et l'esprit. C'est alors que toutes ces couleurs, cet éventail de nuances se ternissent. Que ce champ des possibles qui apparaissait infini, s'évanouit en laissant derrière lui ce goût amer de cendre et de bonheur volé. D'espoir brisé.

Une harmonie, une alchimie si parfaite... Un potentiel gâché. Toute entreprise associée est désormais vouée à l'échec.
C'est écrit.

Are you a princess? I said & she said I'm much more than a princess, but you don't have a name for it yet here on earth.


Most of the stuff I say is true because I saw it in a dream & I don't have the presence of mind to make up lies when I'm asleep...
#munich #munichgirl #mixedracebabies #mixedrace #curlyhairdontcare #curlygirls #biracial #biracialbabies

Missing summer already. I sweaaaaaar this weather gets me wanna hide in a bloody urban shelter like this one and never get out anymore.
I cant dress up with a tight short dress like this one anymore, its literally breaking my heart 💔

I have a solution tho : flying where the sun is shining a bit harder than here 😃

Cant wait for my next vacation in Spain <3

Crushed. .

Currently dealing with my usual ups and downs. I am going through a lot although I keep my nails, my smile and my instagram more polished than ever.
I would barely want to invite anybody to check out what goes behind the scenes, in my privacy. The backstage pass is the hardest to get and I am scared of giving it.
But weirdly enough I am also the happiest person on earth whenever I get to know someone trustworthy, comprehensive and reliable enough to handle it.
This is an incredible feeling, a smooth, flawless mind to mind connection. Two persons deeply united to face something that is originally not supposed to provide anything positive.
An incredible feeling out of a lost cause, a sad and desperate situation.
I have no wish for anyone to experience the same since its about you being in a very bad place. Its not the excitement or happiness you share while celebrating / doing something fun which could be insanely meaningful too. Its different and... somehow deeper.

Rainy mood. Mood to stay home comfy and cuddle... well nobody to cuddle yet but im thinking of getting a dog. A big ass dog. To fill the whole bed and prevent bad intended people from jumping on it.
#photog #photomania #mood_of_the_day #münchencity #munichcity #biracialbabies #mixedrace


Lets give some mood to it with @crescent_media

We did great thanks a lot for the nice afternoon and the editing work 😊

I find most pictures on insta are lacking some character, express nothing i.e. look very fake n superficial.
Oh and dont get me wrong the same goes for my own pictures. Lots are blogger-like and thus to me somehow too mainstream. "Look at me im fresh, want the same shoes ?" is the only message that is actually sent.
And in the end this is absolutely not what im about in real life. Ok still, aint nothing to prove here of course but if I could somehow share some more authenticity then... Why not ?
Thats why I am really enthusiastic about this new pictures as I find them a bit more moody 😊 you ll see.

#photog #photomania #mood_of_the_day #münchencity #munichcity #biracialbabies #mixedrace

Lazy bones life.

Being lazy is an art. Thus I am a masterpiece.
I am just so,
so so sooooo lazy man.
The worst chiller on earth.
I got plenty of examples to give but I'll get in trouble if I ever decide to share it here.
I am not especially proud of it... But maybe you can tell me some shit of yours and I will react and tell you mine after. Lets do it.
There are couple things I'll never be lazy about tho. Let me illustrate it very fast 💪🏽🍕🔞🛌 #munich #munichgirl #mixedracebabies #mixedrace #curlyhairdontcare #curlygirls #biracial #biracialbabies

Most Popular Instagram Hashtags