Taking this selfie to remember. I'm heading into the lab. I don't know what day I'm coming out, or tuning into everything else. It's going to be leisurely, but the heads of my hydra are all lined up, they correspond, & I actually know what I'm doing. Got the playlists, got the viewing, got the wall space, got the floor space: I'm happy about this part of life. A little bit everyday adds up, fixing it & seeing where it's going, gambling on that sight...I've never felt brave in my life, but one thing I know: I mean everything I've made so far in there. It was blind steps from branch to branch too. Highwire no net. Worked out. Crude & clunky, but I'm satisfied with that part. & it called a lot right too. All the parts of "it". I'm satisfied that it connects & amazed. No matter how many structures I made, how many resurveys somehow, I kept landing on the right note, or at least one that worked. Today I get to start mixing it down, every way it's made. That's been four projects feeding each other for a long time. A crazy contrary engine that had to work. What's my look? Ionknow. I'm posting it gets to look back at. Maybe I'll know then. The best part, no matter what else happens, I did it. I didn't think I could. When started, longer ago that Ida thought, I just didn't have the chops for what was in my head. Just getting to this pitch, feels good enough. It's been a long time getting here. Now I just have to make it pretty. & if you're waiting on a packet from me, I don't expect anymore unexpected what ever you call it until the end of the month. 🤞🏿. Claiming that.