I set a goal coming into this new year to be my most genuine self; to not let superficiality sneak it’s way into any cracks or corners of my life. The biggest thing I’ve noticed is that this has come with a lot of waves of raw emotion and learning how to deal with them, even when it literally sucks sometimes. I started to notice that I get discouraged and frustrated at myself like oh my god why do I feel resentment towards this person, why am I annoyed over things so irrelevant, why am I sad about something I have no control over etc etc, basically normal human emotions. I couldn’t figure out why even though I was trying so hard to only feel the positive, I would still sometimes let the negative through to me... Through it all I’ve learned something very important: you need a healthy balance of both to understand truth & scratch away old shit at the surface and dig deeper into yourself. What makes you you... because the truth is a lot of people pretend to feel things that they don’t, say things they don’t mean and be individuals who they’re simply not. You need that raw emotion to reach for something higher. So after this whole rant which most people probably haven’t read (if you did, hi I appreciate you)... my advice is to let yourself feel everything. Then nothing will come as a surprise when you experience it again. It doesn’t matter if you’re male or female or all of the above, allow yourself to understand truth in your emotions and correct your mindset when you don’t feel good about something.
Jusssss trying to spread some love on this beautiful Sunday morning 💕