Shay, one of my dearest friends. Thank you for constantly being my up, when I’m down. Thank you for making me smile, even when I’m crying. Thank you for being there for me in my highest, and in my lowest. Thank you for giving me so many memories. We’ve had a few bumpy roads, but it’s only made our friendship stronger. Coming home tonight I had to listen to Katy P just so I could jam out to your fav songs. You were the first one I had ever rode a Ferris wheel with. You were there when I met Taylor SWAX. When we listened to ‘No Scrubs’ probably fifty times on the way to STL. Or the time we went swimming in the lake at midnight, and ducked under a dock when we saw that creepy guy come up to us.(yeah, my parents would’ve killed me) LOL When you came to Oklahoma so you could see me meeting Rachel. Thank you for everything you’ve done for me Shay. I love you so, so, so much. I wish I could give you the biggest hug. But for now, I’ll be praying and hoping on everything I have. You were here for me when I had my attempt, and you told me I couldn’t go without you. And now You’re not leaving this world without me. You can’t. Hang on, it gets better, I promise. I would give anything to be able to talk to you and give you a hug right now. But for now, I’ll see you soon. ❤️ Please guys, always check on your friends. Even the “strong” ones. Mental illness can die.