ella.freya ella.freya

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Ella Freya  Taipei, Singapore, Amsterdam ๐Ÿ˜— '97 ๐Ÿ‘ง๐Ÿผ Face Model International Facebook: Ella Freya ๐ŸŽ€ Snapchat: ella6361 ๐ŸŽ€

"Anime was a mistake" - Hayao Miyazaki

Can't sit with us ๐Ÿ˜

Twenty-one, the start of another year of my life. I usually have mixed feelings on birthdays. They make me think about how fast life is passing, what direction I am heading.. While today was no exception to that (delaying todayโ€™s work by not being able to stop crying my eyes out) it was different. .
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Iโ€™ve grown so much mentally the past year. Before, I was battling mental and physical illnesses which took up most of my energy everyday. And I still have problems, still have some chronic pain issues. But I am not battling anymore. Iโ€™ve come to accept the fact that sometimes, our internal energy can manifest itself in negative ways and we will never be able to fully take control of that. Fighting that process is a waste of energy. .
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Iโ€™ve had, and still have many โ€œbad days/weeksโ€ where it seems like nothing is improving. But the knowledge that with kindness, trust and mindfulness, you can take care of that negative energy (not fight it), is something that made me believe in my own abilities more than ever. I want to step up my game so much more this year, and share it all with you guys. <3 .
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Thank you for staying with me, sending me encouraging messages, and believing in me. Much love !!!

I guess I never really expected to make it this far so yeah someone send help pls.
#almost21 #whatdo

Deadly nightshade ๐Ÿ‘€

What's something you want to do this year ? I want to go to Japan โฃ

ๅ‘Š่จดๆˆ‘ไฝ ไปŠๅนด็œŸ็š„ๆƒณๅšไบ›ไป€้บผๅ—Ž๏ผŸๆˆ‘ๆƒณๅŽปๆ—ฅๆœฌ โฃ
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๐Ÿ“ธ: @axcaneric .
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#ๆ—ฅๆœฌ #ๅฐๅŒ— #goals

ๆ—ฉไธŠๅฅฝ ๐Ÿค—โฃ

Revived ๐Ÿ–ค ๐Ÿ“ธ: @lavvrenceng

Feels like we're grown-up's..
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๐Ÿ“ธ: @j_kung @pulichen_7749 .
๐Ÿ’‡๐Ÿผโ€โ™€๏ธ: @hair_mr.dr .
๐Ÿ’…: @xinni0611 @hsin_yuuuuu

Simple ๐Ÿ’๐Ÿผโ€โ™€๏ธ #็ฐกๅ–ฎ #modelsnaps #fmimodel

๐Ÿ‘ญ๐Ÿผ๐Ÿ’– #identicaltwins #butnotreallyidentical ๐Ÿ“ธ:@darkwrin

Everything you thought was impossible is possible ๐Ÿ’— just try and throw yourself in the deep.
Pic by @georgia_gram ๐Ÿ˜

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