After listening to a podcast by the fabulous @christinehassler today I realized this - I'm never gonna do something consistently before I have a BIG enough reason to do it. Yes, I've heard it before, but have I really? But wow, it is so true. And all my actions towards where I am today have been taken based on that- I experienced so much pain, I experienced being so scared of not being enough, I experienced being so afraid of disappointing others that I did take action towards more acceptance and ease. The last few months though I've had a lack of reasons to take action. Not that I haven't been busy, but there's been a lack of motivation. And as a result of that working has been tiring - even though I absolutely LOVE my job. Even getting up in the morning have sometimes felt hard. And I know that this is a sign that something needs to change.
So, thanks @christinehassler for making me realize that I need to find new reasons, new "why's". Because my former reasons are not big enough anymore (and thank God for that! Because pain and insecurity is only fun as reasons for so long) So today I'm gonna get really clear on those new reasons and I have a feeling that it's gonna include a lot of passion and love and gratitude. I'm excited to share it later. #insights #neverstopgrowing
Photo taken by the amazing @annevaleur