It amazes me how I came to see the world in a matter of 5 minutes. 30 seconds into the abyss and I was propelled into a self constructing organism of molecular beams of light. This light reflected matter, and within it was a kaleidoscope of the multiverse within the atoms that were dissolving the space time's perception of ordinary realities. The boundaries were of no longer any importance when these structures had seized to exist. They became recreated of another form of matter. It does not add up to par if one were to analyze the situation with a comprehensive assessment of how did this ever occur to concur with a rational response. It is a conundrum. If you were to piece by piece the puzzle, you would be in an imaginative state for the rest of your days. You are not to hypothesize this analogy I wish to explain. Do not be a consumer of the madness. Only try to understand what the philosophy is showing you. When this form of subjective stages of information is being projected to a rhythmic and or even manual form of data being processed directly in this stage, you are only left to question, while in tears you wonder how is this possible. You seem to be at the most profound stage of your life. It is not any singularity of conscious levels. It is a past glimpse of simple adaptation. Your brain has a memory chip with a bunch of junk from this irrational and disorganized culture destructive society, trans-humanized from a disrespect of a deceitful value system. The brain still has the same microorganisms that came with a firewall and can backtrack to the source it was able to defend from an attack. You are still safe to move on to the depths of reality we see not in the eyes of what is to believe. Feelings of the space is only but a distance to the mind which we fear won't make it to grasp and perceive. Everything in the universe is closer than we think. If you're able to project to the astral within, you may already know what it means to feel what is real in the field.