Thank you all for 900+ followers and 100+ in twitter. I know we are close to the thousand, it is a happy thing but I want to share the why I'm not all happy of celebrating right now...
I'm in a middle point of my life that I don't know the right way to be, I feel sad most of the time.
There are things in my private life that could be affecting me (school, job, family, etc.) or I been harsh on myself, I don't know... and it's been days since I cannot draw (felts like eternity believe me).
I try to distract myself by doing other things; is not an artblock, cuz I have many ideas but simply I don't enjoy my art anymore; my old stuff, my new stuff, traditional or digital, anything. Every time I try to draw is... gross, terrible like "heck, what is wrong with you, May?"
I... I already thought about give up on my Ocs or erase my art accounts lightly...
My latest drawings and the livestream was part of try to feel confident about my art but... It does not help much.
The reason I didn't talked about it before (DM) was becase I was scare of feeling worse, I'm sorry...
Thanks for the support, it means a lot for me, really. Love you guys 💙