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Mac J | Renaissance Man  ๐Ÿ’ŽMotivational Speaker | Artistic Talent | Consultant ๐Ÿ’ŽNPC Nationally Qualified Physique Competitor ๐Ÿ’ŽKik-Twitter-SnapChat: drmacj | NOH8 ๐Ÿšซ

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My heart, soul, dignity, and pride have all been ripped from my being. These are the worst feelings ever that truly make me question who I am as a person. I've never felt so low and incompetent in my life. I'm like a walking zombie because I haven't slept and my stomach has been in knots all day. I feel like I want to just disappear even though I've always been taught what doesn't kill you will make you stronger. However, I don't know if I can be stronger or how. When I was growing up, my mom would always say she couldn't win for losing and I can honestly say I know what that feels like in my tender journey of becoming more grounded and aware. The aesthetics of love brings fear to my fluid tears. Yet, I question are my tears and emotions really false evidence that appears real? I've always thought I was a super renaissance man but I've been brought back to reality. I'm just an ordinary guy. I do not say these things in hopes of condolences or empathy but to show that I, the preconceived robotic workaholic, am human. #MyLife #BeReal #BeTrue #DiamondInTheRuff #LifeGoesOn #OneStepAtaTime #IfOnlyYouKnew #Live #Love #HoldOn #Motivation #Rest #Resilient #Recover #Fortitude #Persistent #Abandoned

I had the chance to spend some much needed quality time with my dad during his recovery. I'm proud to say that my dad is a cancer survivor! You never know what someone is going through currently or has gone through because we wear so many masks as humans. Many find it easy to condemn and judge others due to their own insecurities. As far as me, I'm doing me! My dad had a 15 pound cancerous tumor on his kidney which is basically two newborn babies. Everything was contained and did not spread; therefore, his surgery was successful. I'm thankful that he's in a positive space and is recovering well. Please do not take those who are dearest to you for granted. Cherish each moment and the time you have together. #ILoveMyDad #BeTrue #CancerSurvivor #LoveWins #Family #Resilient #Confident #PicturePerfect #Cancer #Kidney #Father #Son #Love #BeAuthentic #LifeGoesOnOneStepAtaTime

Do you know who you are or do you allow others to define your character? People think they know me but have no clue. #IfOnlyYouKnew #BeTrue #Red #NaturalHair #MenWithLocs #BlackMenSmile #LongHairDontCare #Ectomorph #Vegetarian #Married #LoveWins #BePositive #BeAuthentic #BeYou #Confident #Persistent #PhiBetaSigma #Aries #NoH8 #PicturePerfect

We often get so caught up in the issues of others that we forget about nurturing ourselves to be the best that we can be for ourselves. Hello world...๐Ÿ‘‹๐Ÿพ๐Ÿ‘‹๐Ÿพ๐Ÿ‘‹๐Ÿพ #BeTrue #BlackMenSmile #LongHairDontCare #BlackLocs #MenWithLocs #Laugh #Love #Smile #Vegetarian #LoveWins #Married #Confident #Persistent #PhiBetaSigma #NoH8 #Aries #PicturePerfect #NaturalHair

Making a Change, Inc. (MaC) #BeIntelligent (Academics) #BeCreative (Arts) #BeFit (Athletics) #BeDaring (Activism)

I was in my early thirties competing as a sub masters athlete at an indoor track meet in Minnesota. I didn't look too bad then nor do I now lol #BeTrue #TBT #Ectomorph #TrackNation #USATF #BeFit #Healthy #Runner #Passion

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