okay I'm just gonna speak my feeling. Geez I've never done this. But I hear it's good to let out your feeling. It makes you "happier" let's see if this works.
I'm tired. Tired of being sad. Tired of being the last choice. Tired of no one caring. Tired of living i guess. My problem is I care to much. Sometimes I put to much effort to make people happy. When those people won't do anything remotely good to even make me smile. I have this need to want to make people happy. But when it comes to me, no one cares if I'm happy. No one cares if I'm smiling. Not even my family. You know they say your family loves you. But I don't think that's the case with my family. My dad gosh he's an ass, all he cares about himself he has some real anger issues. Mom she's has anger issues too. But she's kinda crazy hard to explain she's constantly screaming. Nothing you ever do is good enough. My older brother I guess he's the nicest, but he kinda ignores me. My other brother he wishes I would disappear. Hes tired of me. But hes not the first caise everyone else in my life is tired of me.And my older sister only cares about money and herself. Fucked up family. This is kinda an introduction. Nice to meet you.