You just think that all the pain amd hurt in the world is something you, and you alone, understand? You say "maybe if they felt pain like me theyd grow" who are you to dictate what amount of pain anyone has felt? You think everyone and everything is out to get you? What the fuck, man? What the actual fuck? I wasn't doing anything to disrespect you or to invalidate your feelings. All I said was you didnt understand it the way I felt it because we've lived entirely different lives and have entirely different perspectives and you get mad because I say you cant see it the EXACT same way I see it? Why are you so desperate to be different from everyone else, yet understand the view of everyone on the fucking planet? God why did I take you back into my life? I hate myself for romanticizing the missing I did for you, fuck. Why did I romanticize everyting I felt in your absence if all youre gonna do now is tell me you know everything I feel. You dont even know how I feel towards you. Stop acting like you know all. Fuck.