Alright, let’s be honest. One thing I struggle with more then anything, my weakness...my body image. Stupid!!!??? Idk, I just said I’m dealing with it, not that I fully understand it. A counselor one told me I suffer from “Motherless Daughter Syndrome”, but I’m pretty sure it’s more like “Stupid Comparison Bullshit Syndrome” and I’m not suffering from it, Ive been feeding myself “InstaGrams” for breakfast, before climbing into a bikini, for years. I’m sure by now my close friends @oceanspiredamy are sick of hearing about it, and actually I started to offend people with it...fuc✨!!!! This post isn’t a lure, and I’m not fishing. People look at me like nothing ever bothers me...but this issue does, daily, LOTS. Yesterday I saw a girl with the most beautiful body, and to my shock, her self image was maybe, more fucked then mine! And then I felt so sad, understanding that the only reason we feel this emotion is by comparison to fake images in magazines and filter enhanced Instagram models, instead of the beauty we naturally are. Especially on in inside. I need to realize more...that everything I am, my cellulite, my sun damaged skin, my billions of scars, my freckles, my demented body image issues or whatever, that they each are beautiful. They let me live on this planet, doing what I love, every day. Beauty isn’t what we look like, it’s about being comfortable in your own skin. And while I’m working on my beauty, the one thing I am not struggling with is quality of love in my heart. I’m unsure about most things but I’m sure of who I am, what I offer this world, where I create from, that I am a good person, and I boldly earn my life. And while I can do work to fix my beauty, and embrace my weakness, I’m proud of who I am and that’s my strength. Today, acknowledge your weakness, and compliment it with your strength.
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