4 years ago today was the day I woke up to the news that you were in the hospital... I remember it like it was yesterday... I rushed to the hospital to come see you .. me and your sister managed to crack a giggle because of how perfect your toes still looked.. I know we didnt get to say our goodbyes but i know you knew I was there. I've never meet someone like you especially not a girl.. you were so filled with love and never judged anyone , everyone loved you because your energy was contagious. I'm not sure if the pain of not having you here, with me , by my side will ever go away some days are rough and some days are even rougher.but I know you come to see me when I need it the most you're looking over me and I promise I'll forever live in your spirit. I will do things that scare the shit outta me because I know youd talk me into anything if you were here.. I'll make you proud .. I love you so much Sunni Ki Goddard you were my bestfriend, my nicest friend. I'll see you again beautiful.