After 3 months of forced hiatus from drawing, I've got the point.
After the acceptance of the necessary rest from anything that would have involved my hand, I started looking at my old drawings and the first thing I thought was "well, actually I was pretty good at drawing".
I've never noticed it before.
All I was focused in was improving more and more, all day long, being responsible in my job 24/7 (...until my wrist broke. Kek) and I've never tried to stop for a moment and contemplate the results I gained, day by day.
I've got a little more self-esteem from this experience and I hope I will have the same patience in the future. I'm not perfect in what I do, but at the same time, I'm not trash at all, and anyway if you feel like trash, that doesn't mean your art can't be appreciated from people around you.
Hope this message would be significant also for others, not only for me.
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