I never really admit to needing my friends around but today of all days... I think I'll meed them the most. I never really explained what happened so here it goes: My cousin Ashley Barbosa passed away on the 18th of May. Two days before my birthday. At 32 years old she passed away.. She was one person who always helped me. No matter what she there. If I had a new Significant other she would say she would beat their ass if they ever hurt me. I never told her when it happened becuase she actually would best their ass. It hurts becuase I never really got to tell her that I loved her. She was honestly so amazing. It's taken my all to even finish my cosplays for AnimeNorth next weekend. Rin is sewing it all for me. I can't even fathom going to AN becuase of what has happened but I know that I can't shut people out so I need to tell everyone that if anything I need all my friends to help me through this.
Thank you so much Erin for hanging out with me today. You made my brithday just that much more special with everyone that is going on. Your one of my best friends and I can't wait to see you again at AnimeNorth with everyone else!! Again thank you!! Ilysm~ 💕💕@rehflectiions