It's me ...
I'm two weeks off gym now... and I was offline for a good while... Here is why...
I become sick ... we don't know the reason so far... it seems like it's nothing that bad... I hope so.. but it feels sometimes like I can't breathe... and i have eaten about 600kcal per day!!!! (I wasnt able to eat)it's not funny at all... xray of my lung looks good ...and my blood 🙂 so far so good .. had a lot of more xrays and ultrasonic.. and Mr .. all looks good so far.. So is it my psyche? Maybe .... so I decided to change my life! I wont workout that much anymore ... I need more time for me .. and for my fam. Life is too short ... My job.. is fuc..... stress.. let's see ..☺🙂 I will loose my leggains... I know... but I will earn more life quality... I will update you❤
I'm not going to compete... I have to say.. gym was a job for me... it is to much ... my hughe progress ... was to much time .. power.. and everything ... I lost the fun.... and positivity... I had not enough sleep... regeneration... everything
I wont be that active on social media anymore too
I hope you guys understand.. Someone else with depression ... or bad times?😗🌷 I cried too much ... I have to be positive again