The difference 3 years can make.
God knows I get frustrated with myself when I see my thigh fat, cellulite, and belly rolls... but by the grace of God, I have a much better image of "health" than I did before.
If you're trying to recover, fight that fight. You'll certainly be better off. But if you think you're gonna recover 100% and not worry about the same stuff you used to, you're incredibly mistaken. This is going to be something that takes SO long. Years. Maybe even a lifetime.
It's important to take control of it and acknowledge it. Every single day. If you don't, you're not getting the point. You're sweeping shit under the rug and wondering why the room still smells like shit. It's okay to be a little messed up, I promise. We just have to find a way to live with it. And we gotta keep pushing ourselves every single day a little more and more to make that possible. 😊
Remember - if you need help, amenorrhea advice, ANYTHING.. I'm here. Talk to me ❤