as I was driving home from presenting an award in honor of my dad, this happened as I was about 3 blocks from his house. I can’t describe my feelings any more today, than I can describe them from the early morning call I got 99 days ago. Other than the standard, it hurts, it sucks, it’s not fair, etc. I know that I will never get over losing him, I know it’s just going to be ‘different’, and I do know that I am different because of it. I also know that I’m going to do my hardest to be better...a better friend, a better wife, a better person, because that’s what my dad was...he was better. And that’s what everyone loved about him.