I wish I would’ve known
That my whole world would have came crumbling down…
That my soul would be shattered into a million pieces…
That the love of my life turned out to be a lie.
If only my eyes were as open as my heart
And if I would have listened to intuition
Maybe I wouldn’t be in this position?
Last night I slept for 17 hours.
And in that time, I tossed… I turned.
Never once looked at the clock but, I prayed and asked God to take my life away.
Then, I woke up.
Then I realized,
It wasn’t the end of my life
Just, the end of a thing that I had hope in.
Here I am today, mourning the loss of my hurt feelings…
Here’s to death, in the best way. -B♥️ 05.20.2017