Alright.....this is going to be a tough one. I am trying to get myself back on track and moving into a healthy pattern. Not looking to making excuses and certainly not sympathy. This is more of an accountability post and hopefully, someone, somewhere will hold me responsible to this.
Reading @davidgoggins book “Can’t Hurt Me”, he gives specific challenges and I will do my best to follow them through. This is probably the baddest dude in the known universe and my goal is not to be him...but to be the best me that I can be. Right now...I’m not that by a long shot. This bing said, Challenge One was to journal out your “Bad Hand” or your list of excuses why you aren’t reaching your potential. I posted this picture because it was the very day ONE of my bad hands came into play. The day I was fired from a job I had for a long time...October 31st, 2013. The other “Bad Hand” deals with my insecurities and body image issues I have felt with since being a fat kid. You can judge if you like but hopefully this is a step in the right direction. Being vulnerable and open isn’t a strong suite of mine but, here’s to change. I encourage you to read the poorly written journal entry if you can. #canthurtme #badhand