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•s|a|•v+e!] |-/  trigger warning / trying to recover(3 times) / 51 days clean / please don't report JUST BLOCK /@notetoseelf

I cried for so long,now I have a headache and I can't even sleep. And I had plans for today, but I couldn't get out of bed. I feel useless just kill me
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Don't feel well . Now sit in Starbucks and draw. I don't cut myself. hand in a bandage because I'm comfortable so...whatever. I wanted to explain what happened. Actually it's a bunch of small things and I just can't cope. I don't see the point in anything ,why wake up ? Talking to your friends? Just pointless, want not to exist and not feel the pain that comes from within😣
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Going to draw and see some sort of movie. Everything seems to be fine ,but I wanted to hurt myself,but I know I don't need it, how much I can hold on, it's soooo hard. Feel like something bad happens and everything starts over again. I'm sorry,but I'm so concerned about everything and in real life I have no one to talk to ,except here
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I wanted to talk to my friend but she ignores my messages. I know that everyone has their own life and she is not obliged to answer me. In the last conversation she told me that she thinks I'm not looking for a solution to problems and that is true. I feel too sad and all I want is to quickly go to bed and forget this day
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Very sad...gonna go to the art lesson. ( actually, it's all for the sake to see my friend. we rarely see each other and all this is so confusing ).feel dead inside and everything is so damn meaningless. And by the way thanks for the kind words they really help to feel less alone. and also sorry for my photo😣
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I was home the last days and I just didn't do anything. I so badly want to cut myself . and I drank more pills than necessary,but I still don't know how to calm down . Actually, I have no idea how to process or handle emotions so whenever i'm feeling anything towards something more than I usually would i dont know what to do about it so i just scream internally...
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I feel so disgusting. I walked around the city in the evening and went to the store to buy something for first aid (just in case)
I don't know...I'm tired of myself. And most of all I want to be a different person,sorry that's impossible
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