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•s|a|•v+e!] |-/  trigger warning / trying to recover / 40 days clean / please don't report JUST BLOCK /@notetoseelf

I'm so happy. At least something will stay with me forever🌿💜
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Thank you for write me an optimistic message, they're really important. ( but there is still a negative message. Why do people waste time to tell something horrible¿¿ ). but I really did read each of your good message💜 . I try to reply to everyone,but I don't always have time .
I think a little bit of everything is getting better🌿😸
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31 days clean.
I cried several times today and I feel so sad. I can't even trust your thoughts to someone. Heeeeeeeell😞
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evening.
I always spend my weekends alone. Just trying to stay positive.
////I hate my selfe, but let this photo be here😸
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I'm so tired. Of everything. Pretending like this is normal. Pretending like everything is fine. Nothing is fine. I can't complete any task anymore. Even the simplest ones. My panic attacks are becoming more frequent and more painful.Everything is shit. The people. This place. The world in general. Don't tell me to be optimistic because frankly that is bullshit. The fact that I'm a pessimist has nothing to do with it. I see an I understand. All of these fake ass people and their bullshit camouflage isn't fooling me. No one is real anymore. No one cares about anything or talk about anything. It's all worthless nothing. People are empty. They have no originality anymore. Everyone just regurgitates everything they hear as if it is original.All of it.
No one is good or pure anymore. Everyone is corrupt. Everyone is the same. They all claim "no I'm different" but are they? Prove it. Stop being a hive mind and act and think for yourself.
Sorry if you couldn't handle all of the truth that has just been spilled onto my page but if you don't like it leave. But I'm not sorry.
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Can't sleep for some reason.
How do you cope with depressing thoughts?
I'm a little concerned with recent events in my life
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I talked with some people , like it became a little easier .
But the fact that my friend ( we hadn't talked in a couple of months) wants to meet me, it's weird . Don't want to experience pain anymore .
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This day was horrible and I don't even want to talk to someone. I'm tired of myself ,I would like to sleep and not think about anything😓
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