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Bianca Barela  We each get to choose our own adventure, how rad is that? #SanFrancisco #SantaFe #inthedesert #bythebay

Feeling grateful for boppy pillows, night lights, white noise machines, my husband, and my sister for taking care of me and Valencia as we navigate these first days of becoming. 💗🌈😴👶🏽

You've probably heard about new baby exhaustion before, where you can feel it in your bones? Well, I understand now. I've never felt more tired and vulnerable while also being so alert and vigilant. This little foot pressed into my ribs for months on end and I am in service of those little toes. I promise to always give her my best, whatever that means, from moment to moment. #ValenciaJoyWyne #little🌱 #rainbowbaby

We did it. Valencia Joy is here. I still can't believe it. There are no words except love, gratitude, and exhaustion 💗 #ValenciaJoyWyne #rainbowbaby #little🌱 @lettersandliquor

"And the time came when the risk to remain tight in a bud was more painful than the risk it took to blossom." -Anaïs Nin

These words have been with me my entire pregnancy and they feel especially pertinent right now. Waiting. Took some time to walk amongst the blooms and trees and birds and squirrels today. And a friend told me that laughter helped her go into labor. That is a suggestion I'm willing to listen to.

#40weeks6days #little🌱

Waiting. It's hot out, I'm sweaty, everyone is like walk! Do lunges! Squats! Have sex! Let go of your fears and inhibitions! But get some sleep now while you can! I'm like, I'll take a frosty non-alcoholic beer please. #40weeks5days #little🌱

Waiting. For Bart. And this baby. #40weeks4days #little🌱

Waiting. I realized today that I've been holding on to this baby so fiercely for the last 9 months for fear that I might lose her. It's time to loosen and soften so she can make her way into our open arms. #40weeks3days #little🌱 #pregnancyafterloss

I can hear the cries of "nesting!" as I post this. I wish that was the truth, but in reality I'm trying to tempt fate by going about my business and looking extra fresh for writing class tonight. I'll let you know if fate takes notice 😅 #40weeks2days #little🌱

Teaching #little🌱 about modern art. #4daystogo

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