and we wait for the easy days to come around again. and we think to ourselves for a couple of seconds of every day that it’s out of reach. and we realise that life will never stop for us and it will continue to change whether you’re ready or not. and then you realise you kind of have to be ready. and there won’t be any good explanation for the feeling you will be having for a while. and then you get that gust of wind or that sound or that song that reminds you that they’re going to be ok and you’re going to be ok and if you’re not ok right now, you will be ok soon. we sit and wait for the easy days to come around again some day. and we think of them.