Sometimes order pullers just don't wanna look around the warehouse for their orders. Sometimes the list contains stuff that won't come in for a few days. And sometimes we need our childhood back and this is a cry for help.
Note to self. Everything that is pain is either a waste of time or part of progression. Remember to take a step back and know that not all things that hurt are terrible, not all fears are evil, and not all thoughts are law. Fuck Upstairs, focus on the whole.