It has been one year since my best friend died of brain cancer. It was easily the hardest day of my life to date.I have spent the last year celebrating his life, traveling/adventuring but also very much missing his presence, his useless knowledge, his constant laughter, his support for me no matter what. I decided to meet up with one of my other best friends on this day @cloverbreath because I knew he would keep me laughing and absorbed in fun. I think back on the last year and I have realized so much about the people around me and the people who stood by me for 3 years as I sat in hospital rooms for countless hours. I am so thankful for all the people that helped me in the hospital, you saved my sanity. I wanted to write this because so many people I might not have thanked especially these women: @j_waks @itscaseyevans @henanipuakea @chelsee_effx who offered to cook and hang out with us because they knew we sat in a hospital room for 10 hours and to be honest food wasn't one of the things we thought about. I owe all you girls so much, it was all of you amazing women who picked me up when I needed it most, when I was heartbroken, worried about Daniel and it was you who stood by me when I didnt deserve it. I think about @imeddie2.0 @alvin_yeh @shigmarley @radicalrp @godsgotnicetile @flashee808 @helijoe @tovelija @unko_ehu @mark_a_million @dakingkela @r_hawaii @drewnye @mitchsalazar84 who constantly checked on me, who dragged me out of my house when I was so upset. I think about @keliiheen who cried more than I did at Daniels memorial, he did it because he saw me hurt and he wanted to take away my hurt, you truly are an amazing man and one I look up to more than anyone in this world, thank you for being my best friend. Thankful to the man upstairs, I had so many times where I felt his hand watching over me, you may not believe but I had a front row seat to suffering and death and he was with me, comforting me. I guess what Im trying to say is I am so thankful and blessed for so many people.