Looking back at this @spraybeast video @berst_1 and I did back in 2011 it’s funny to think about the physical state I was in at the time and my determination to push through and prove I still had the drive despite the exhaustion I was experiencing. I had days where my speech would slur, I’d go deaf in one ear, where I couldn’t feel my face or my arms felt as if they were operating independent of the rest of my body. I couldn’t let go and rest - I felt robbed right at a stage when I was really peaking creatively and finally feeling a sense of achievement and recognition that I’d been striving for since I was 13. The sheer bullheadedness I had at that point in my life was a gift and a curse. I felt so off but it’s amazing looking and seeing the Astro lines I was landing, even when my whole sense of equilibrium was completely off - I had such a rhythm from years of being so focused that I was still landing my ‘tricks’ 😂 - if only people knew how I was really feeling!