As I sit here after putting Jax to sleep for his nap, I reflect on how true this is. It's not easy being a momma, but oh is it worth it. Every sleepless night, every dirty diaper, every tooth ache is so worth it. To see the joy in his face or an accomplishment he does is so worth every bit of it.
He's cutting two teeth right now so that means early morning crying wakings, but somehow God just gives you the strength as a mom. It's incredible how I can be up it seems like all night sporadically and yet, I can still get up bright and early to get everything ready for our day. If you're struggling with knowing if you're good enough, you are. If you're struggling with knowing you can make it another day, even though you get no sleep, you can. It's funny, Jaxon can laugh a hundred times and yet, we still whip out the video to record that hundred and one time as well just to get it all saved. Because one day he'll be grown and these precious times, the good, the bad, and the poopy, will be all we have. Mommin' ain't easy, but what a fun it is doing life with such a perfect lil human, not to mention the perfect hubbae I have to help me along.