I’m always all over the place with you. But when you dropped me of today at the airport I felt like I’ve left some things unsaid lately. I haven’t taken the time to tell you thank you recently.
Thank you to sleeping next to me when I am home. For waking up and the first thing you do is look for my hand. Thank you. Thank you for patiently handling my impatience. For helping me around my house, for always being so attentive with my presence. For all the million shoots you go and help me out. Quietly in a corner watching me, looking for the moment I might need something. Thank you for pick me up from the airport and dropping me off every time, everyday even when it seems I live in airports. Thank you for waiting for me, always, to come back. For the endless never ending support to me, my dream and our live. Thank you for all the kisses, your mouth is where I wanna stay forever. Thank you for handling my Mexican ways, my endless Spanish conversations. Thank you for learning my language so you could understand my other life, that it’s so far from the one we live. For the Sunday’s, and the war movies and takeout food. Forgive me for never answering my phone, for not letting you scratch the bottom of my feet and for hating being touched in the mornings. Forgive me for ever doubting you. I doubt myself, never your love.
My life is better because of your presence and I don’t always tell you that. I hope I am home for you also, that I reassure your existence like you reassure mine. I hope when I am in a room you feel like nothing can go wrong, because that’s how I feel. You are the best teammate, lover and companion I have ever had and I forget to tell you that.
Thank you for loving me all in, all the time. For looking at me the way you do, for allowing me to be one of the few people in the world that can touch you, I feel honored. I adore you. You are my peace in this very loud head of mine. Your my quiet, my steadiness. I sometimes get confused and forget that without you my life isn’t a life I love.
Thank you lover, forever.