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  I make art, Arty art art Self-taught

Ugh I hate it but its supposed to be just a practice

"Feeling like a book" by me

She comes
oh this one looks special.
She reads.
"Oh god this is the best book i've ever read"
she said.
"The story is so real"
she's changing her way of seing the world because of me.
"I'll never be the same after this"
she's falling for me.
For the worlds i have.
For the way i make her feel.
"The end"
And she leaves me in the shell again
for someone else to read me;
And i know for sure she'll talk about me.
And maybe she'll even come back again
to see if the worlds have changed;
And maybe they will.
Or maybe not.
But one thing i know for shre
and is that:
im alone again,
feeling like a book.
Well i wrote that after making that drawing. Almost none of my friends saw a book in the drawing :(
Also this is my first writting a poem and i'll probanly never do it again.

The one on the left is from February, the one on the right is from 2 days ago.
I can tell im not improving so much, but the fact that made this look so different is that i decided to use a different kind of paper, and differents pencils. I also started drawing the dark part and then add the light (last time was the opposite) and if i had to do another one, it would look so much better because i realized a lot of new mistakes i did in the second one.
So yeah, drawing again the same picture can be tedious or boring (that's why it took me like 6 months to do it lol) but it's important to do that in order to learn new techniques.
When people ask me "are you self taught?" I always say yes, but litterally i taught myself. Im constantly finding mylsef talking while im drawing and saying stuff to myself like "hmm next time, try less light" or "never use that kind of marker in this paper" (sometimes i even say them outloud, like i was talking to someome else). Im really intrested in drawing with grey paper and making it look as realist as i can, so i'll probably draw this a third time.
Last thing, i posted a better picture of this drawing in my personal @guadeeh but dont worry i'll post it here too soon. ALSO im obsessed with editing the background in pictures now and i'll probably do this a lot.

I dont have new art to post but here's a picture of me sharing a joint with a real skeleton
Picture by: @rxmxrcixl_
Also my personal is @guadeeh

It's hard to understand

And I'm petrified of being alone
It's pathetic, I know
And I toss and I turn in my bed
It's just like I lost my head (lost my head)
And if I believe you,
Would that make it stop if I told you I need you?
Is that what you want?
And I'm broken and bleeding, and begging for help.

If I'm lost then how can I find myself?
The lyrics in this song fits so nicely with the concept of the drawing that i just had to write them.
Yes is the 1975.

Today was a perfect "depressed but well dressed" mood
And i hate that quote a lot

Being me can only mean
Feeling scared to breathe

This might seem like im a cheap person but its not my fault i dont want to finish the sketchbook because i wont be able to buy a new one (they dont sell this brand in my country and amazon is not an option right now)

I dont actually "like" it

Since im not studing art, im drawing while im studing
Yes, this is kristen steward
Also guess the song i wrote down there

You would think this is a quick drawing.... and you are right but i like it

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