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Warrior;  🌻🧘🏻‍♀️Twenty-four 🇦🇺🌈 ☮️📸🎶📝🔮🥄💉🍽♍️ .Blurry's The One I'm Not.

Moving on up in the world of dialysis 💉💉 first time using my fistula today. It looks a lot more terrifying than it actually is except I hope they never come at me with needles that big without some anaesthetic haha
#anotherday #anotherchallenge #dialysis #autoimmunedisease #chronicillness #spoonie #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #bpd #bpdrecovery #eatingdisorder #ednos #anorexianervosa #anxiety #depression #ocd #anxiety #agoraphobia #dissociation #depersonalization #derealization #cptsd #recovery #recoveringaussies #edsoldier #edfamily #insta

Gonna try posting more often ‘cause I take a lot of photos that never get shared anywhere and some of them I’m actually really happy with they’re mostly just from what I do everyday, which admittedly isn’t much, but isn’t that what insta is for? In other news, I’m now a quarter of a century old also I’m starting to want to dig my way out of the deep dark pit I’ve found myself in recently 👌🏻🌻
#thesunwillriseandwewilltryagain #huji #autoimmunedisease #chronicillness #spoonie #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #bpd #bpdrecovery #eatingdisorder #ednos #anorexianervosa #anxiety #depression #ocd #anxiety #agoraphobia #dissociation #depersonalization #derealization #cptsd #recovery #recoveringaussies #edsoldier #edfamily #insta

I’m really struggling with the physical changes to my body. In all honesty, I’ve been triggering myself by looking at photos from when I was sick and longing to go back to it, even though I can also see how miserable I was, even though I know I was slowly killing myself. So here’s some selfies I like from around Christmas time which was when I felt more comfortable in my skin and was taking care of myself to remind myself that it is possible and that it’s 100% okay to like yourself 🌻
#autoimmunedisease #chronicillness #peritonealdialysis #spoonie #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #bpd #bpdrecovery #eatingdisorder #ednos #anorexianervosa #anxiety #depression #ocd #anxiety #agoraphobia #dissociation #depersonalization #derealization #cptsd #recovery #recoveringaussies #edsoldier #edfamily #insta

If you didn’t instantly know this as Spike from The Land Before Time then we can’t be friends 🙊 I’ve been having some good finds at op shops lately, I also got pj pants that are bright orange with Tigger all over them today 👌🏻

Had another day out with dad yesterday. It was rainy and miserable and he said we were off to the sea side. I thought he was kidding, he was not 😂
In other news, I go home on Tuesday and I’m shitting myself because I’m starting to feel like me again and I’m worried I’m going to lose that 🤷🏻‍♀️

When you can’t decide what you want more so you get both 👌🏻 Yesterday was very tense on the unit, there was a new patient that brought with her a vibe that was breaking apart the community feel and making a lot of us feel on edge. She was not ready to be in this environment. It didn’t help that the days group was on anxiety and the psychologist did an extra educational session on complex trauma. All in all it was a very full on start to the week. Thank goodness she was asked to leave.
But I treated myself to the maccas I’ve been craving, went to get some photos printed which I’m going to pick up today, and I brought a new foot moisturiser because I’ve been neglecting my feet and my heels are all cracked and sore. It’s really nice to feel able to give myself little things along my journey because recovery is everyday and it’s hard work 🌻🐢
#autoimmunedisease #chronicillness #peritonealdialysis #spoonie #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #bpd #bpdrecovery #eatingdisorder #ednos #anorexianervosa #anxiety #depression #ocd #anxiety #agoraphobia #dissociation #depersonalization #derealization #cptsd #recovery #recoveringaussies #edsoldier #edfamily #insta

Really struggling to see the positive atm. I’m trying to still let myself feel instead of blocking it out but that’s difficult when I feel like I’m making a big deal out of nothing. I wish I didn’t have to deal with any of this, let alone all of it at once.
#autoimmunedisease #chronicillness #peritonealdialysis #spoonie #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #bpd #bpdrecovery #eatingdisorder #ednos #anorexianervosa #anxiety #depression #ocd #anxiety #agoraphobia #dissociation #depersonalization #derealization #cptsd #recovery #recoveringaussies #edsoldier #edfamily #insta

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