The person I am today, I was sculpted into by God Himself. Want to know how? Well.. I decided to put down my own desires and put His Will first. My obedience to God trumps EVERYTHING and EVERYONE. No man, friend, nor opportunity is worth me comprising my relationship with Christ, but it took a looonnggg time for God to get my heart and mind to this level of commitment. Because at one point in time, ya girl was out here wilding lol but I digress...lol anyways.....
People always ask me how I turned my life around, & it's a simple answer but difficult journey. I decided to commit myself to an intimate relationship with Jesus. I put God above whatever amount of friends I might lose, what followers I might lose, what invitations I might miss out on, and what guys might not want to talk to me because I just don't move like I use to. And some things you can't rock with anymore. If you are going to truly follow God, not half heartedly either, you have to realize that Everyone can't go where you're going, so you have to be prepared to let some people off at their stops to reach your destination. I decided to not just know OF Him, but I decided to actually get to know Him. Just like any relationship that means quality time, and frequent communication. It was the best decision I ever made in my life. Nothing but peace, prosperity, favor, and blessings have come from it. There will be more storms, but this time around, I know who to go to first, my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ & not turn to Him as my last resort.
I'm not here to tell you what decision to make, Im just here sharing mine. No one can answer for your choices but you.