3 nights ago I cried myself to sleep! -
Now some may say I’m soft or whatever but I gotta be real with you all! It wasn’t out of sadness like you may think but out of gratefulness ! I was really just thinking about how much God loves me, how much he has blessed me. The people he has put in my life... the blessings he has given me... the opportunities he has allowed me to have.... when I really focused on those things it was overwhelming ! A lot of times I focus on all the hardships I’m going through in life. And I can write a book because believe me like you I have them and am dealing with them. But his grace is sufficient, and despite all my shortcomings I truly felt his love... the love that he showed when he died for me. As my son slept next to me ( funny story... I always wanted a son... I’ve wanted to raise a good God loving man my whole adult life... well when sleeping one day I woke up after having a dream. I heard God talk to me in the dream and told me I was going to have a son, and to name him Zechariah. I woke amber up, told her and then started to doubt .. thinking I was crazy. 4 or 5 days later, she found out she was pregnant.) I told family n friends. No one believed me, all thought I was going to have a girl (apparently they thought I was crazy)... lol and turns out we got a gift of a son (I KNEW IT DEEP DOWN despite doubt). But As I laid in bed grateful.. him sleeping next to me.... I think that Zechariah means “God remembered” ... and I’m here to tell you despite our faults God really does remembers .. and I’m so grateful for it 🙏🏾.. what are you grateful for ? 👇🏾 please share !