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Akasha ๐ŸŒน 

Sun goddess

What does my art say about me ๐Ÿ™„

Escapist mentality scares me yet I battle it within myself all the time. Distractions are abundant everywhere but true abundance comes from facing myself and being with myself. I'm grateful for this planet for always presenting me with mirrors. They are everywhere, both outward and within. But I am struggling

More and more I realize how important it is for me to follow the flow of movement, to flow with the energy rather than against it. I carry so much pain from the past with me at all times. And although I can recognize the past's significance, I also want to release and let go of how it hinders me. I want to use my past to channel all of that energy into my art. I am a creator, I have just been blocked for a very long time. But it is in me and I can feel my heart's relief whenever I am able to create, to be present with myself, to allow, to be. I am following the movement.

I am feeling truly, for the first time, both overjoyed and at peace with where I am in life and what I have been manifesting into my reality. Abundance, adventure, stillness, peace, gratitude, harmony, purification, balance, acceptance, love. All of these manifestations tie into my constant evolving relationship with myself as well as other people, and a complete faith in the Great Unknown and my connection to Source (or God, Creator, the Divine, higher frequencies, whatever you may call it). A theme in my life has been self-abandonment, a reenactment of events I experienced as a child that shaped my belief system about myself. I am now committed to my relationship with myself, always and forever.
Our shadow aspects and our light aspects can be in harmony with one another if we work on our relationship with ourselves, if we are present to our needs day by day. It is not my goal to suppress or avoid my fears, but rather to invite them in and care for them as I would a close friend. It's been so easy for me to get caught up in the feeling of lack, of blame, of shame, of feeling stagnant. I've battled depression for as long as I can remember. I believed the Universe was unable to provide what I wanted because I felt that I was not deserving, or that I'd always be striving for some unattainable goal. It is still and maybe always will be a battle for me but the whole point is that I have no desire to suppress my feelings anymore. I want to use my shame to my advantage by facing it and accepting that not everyone is going to accept who I am and that's okay. I have doubted my ability to mold and shift my thoughts, and I spend so much of my time running from myself. Facing myself and being completely present with myself is the best thing I ever did. And the journey only begins here, in each moment. The Now is all we have and I am going to channel all of my energy into movement, into flow, into allowing.
I accept myself exactly as I am.

I never like the feeling of leaving you but I know you are always there for me to come home to with open arms

Missing my brother very much today

This deck called to me in Mount Shasta ๐Ÿ”ฎ

When u just really love the pine cone ๐Ÿ‘€

Blessed out

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